Sunday, January 2, 2011

News Years day After or Giving up the Ghost

           My name is so and so
it's News Years Day After and I'm not catatonic
Must be a plus in some states.
like a good night slap in the face...this blog
is about my scribbles, and smudges  and impressions
on life upcoming, shit I've been thru, stepped in
and just now getting rid of....me me and me pissing up the stream of Consciousness

Wrote a song bout it. wanna read it!!!

"Giving up the Ghost"
by me.

ahem....
Well, I am not a stranger here,
but I feel so strange...
sitting at the children table
my heir growing grey
Have I given up the Ghost today?
I've given up the ghost O.k.
before the years I fucked around...
holding dear my biggest fears
and for what?
Just to give up.
b'fore i had
          a chance to  say
I was here
if for a moment...and just like snap
        gone like that....
    giving up the ghost.
    giving up the ghost...

Now. I'm not so inclined
to read your goddamn mind
Hell!
I know you know,
I cant barely make up mine...

Nor am I in the mood
to be Mr. Misconstrued
Oh you know how easily
I'm confused
by your changing altitude......

try giving up the Ghost today?
yes I've given up the ghost O.k.
giving up the Ghost (x3)

Well, I am not a stranger here
but I feel deranged, sitting at the grown up table,
my  head shooting flames.
When you've given up the Ghost
there's not much left to say
to walls I've built to crumble down
at a hint of rain...
without the change to break a zero
far from Ok.
without the change to break a zero
    and   for who?  
our lady petting zoo.
b'fore i had a chance to play
I am here
for a second...
and snap
gone like that....
gone, gone, giving up the ghost.
        


I'll post the tab when I finish notating
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